Posts tagged "personal"
I eated thwe pizza for the first time in ever today, now I can’t stop thinking about
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i wonder how tumblr decides what three posts of the blog to show when you hover over its name on dashboard, as far as i can tell it’s not the three most recently popular and it shows the same three so not randomized, unless only random calculation done once
gfdi, i’m starting to see how ntr even exists reading all these novels for modern japanese lit
so digusteddddd right now
SAW CUTE GIRL TODAY WEARING A FUCKING NUJABES REST IN BEATS HOODIE
+10 something points
When prof doesn’t even bother naming the different parts of one question with letters and instead nests numbers, now you’re just mocking us
To the anon(s) that sent in those questions, you (all) made me externalize some dormant food for thought and inspired me to make a video going back to the roots of my first video, so thank you for that!
Twitter should pick up the partnership money model and pay me $6,000 dollars for my 6,000 shitty tweets
#TwitchPlaysPokemon is the first stream that I’ve watched through fan art
I’m not tumblr famous though, haha
Anyone who has a crush on me will most definitely be crushed by insensitivity and hopeless romanticism, that’s a fair disclaimer!
But thank you so much for thinking so highly of me, I hope you gave a great every day!
if you search ‘Laser Barrel Dragon’ in Google images, you can see my GIF of Crusty from Log Horizon in the first row of results HAHA
I didn’t bring my phone to school today because I had a midterm thingy so I asked this dood sitting on the floor for the time and noticed he had a Shingeki no Kyojin-themed backpack with the Recon Corps logo on the back
but I didn’t mention anything about it and just thanked him and walked away
I think I should’ve mentioned something
-10 points for my anime jet engine status
Don’t worry, it wasn’t insulting at all. Being open and honest on my blog is something that I very much want to do.
Do I really sound confident? Haha, I’m still not used to story-telling and talking to the camera.
Sometimes I prefer to be alone but not most of the time. I’d love to be in the presence of people I love (In fact, I’m constantly writing fiction about such hypothetical cases, hah.). The main reason I’m not social with people I meet is because (not to sound pretentious) I know what I want to do in my free-time. I love drawing, watching anime, blogging, etc. and learning. I go to school to do the last one, but the first two and lot of my other interests coincide with being at home, in my room, with a stable internet connectivity. (Although that may not apple for the drawing because of a recent purchase I made that has changed my work ethic, something I’m trying to keep secret about until I make a vlog about it!) I also love having adventures (if you’ve seen a video I’ve made with two friends, one that isn’t on my personal channel, it’s well documented there), but I’ve done it enough to now prefer to do it with the right people predominantly. One of my new fantasies is to finish class on Friday at 3:00 in the afternoon, take the 51b bus and draw at this fine-ass, hella ambient-looking Paris Baguette in Downtown Berkeley. Unfff. Secondly, back in high school, I had already lived the life of an intermediate socialite, believe it or not.
I was in the command staff of the Air Force JROTC, I was bulletin editor of Key Club, I was co-president of the Junior State of America club, I was secretary of the Starcraft Club that my friends and I made, I did the science fair two years in a row (went to state fair one of those years), I was (technically) on the Associated Student Board -me showing off-, and etc. etc. etc. And from those experiences (specifically AFJROTC) I have some damn nice memories, but if nothing else, they all made me realize callous things, like how I wished I didn’t put my focus on individual talents on hiatus to do all those things which were originally and superficially for the sole purpose of having merits to put on an application so I could get into the current hell I am in right now. This is kind of an outright negative re-telling of my high school career, but it was actually pretty layered emotionally. In short, I loved my time in high school because it was a stage of phenomenal growth for me, but it’s kind of something that I know I have to move on from. I don’t want to just keep participating in these school sanctioned activities and feeling content with the side-effects from them, I want to do what I want to do and fully embrace my decision as something that will make me the happiest I’ve ever been in life, or fail.